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Killer Sweet Potato Custard

Real quick here I am going to tell you how I made custard tonight.  Way down in this post I clipped info about the ingredients. I didn’t put a lot of work into checking facts or arranging the info. You can do that if you like. There is one fact that shines out. This custard is good tasting to me. First thing you want to do is pre heat your oven to 175 degrees celsius or 350 degrees fahrenheit.

The ingredients I used are as listed:

3  large sweet potatoes baked or boiled (or 1200 grams or just over 2 pounds)

5 large free range eggs (you could use 4)

1 can of coconut milk

1/2 cup water

3/4 of a cup xylitol

1  heaping Tablespoon ginger powder

1 heaping Tablespoon cinnamon

1 teaspoon nutmeg

1/2 teaspoon clove powder

Black strap molasses. I pulled a big tablespoon out of the jar and mixed that into 1/4  cup boiling water and let cool before mixing it in.

Warning: (and I’m really serious here) xylitol can easily kill your dog. It’s no joke. As little as one teaspoon can take your dogs liver out. If you have a dog that gets into things you might not want xylitol in your house. You can  substitute with honey in this recipe (I have done it before and it is fine). I have been experimenting with xylitol for its bio-film busting ability. Way below I put  a little info. Be sure to check out the video where a dental hygienist tells you how xylitol does what it does. It’s fascinating!

The first thing I did  was get my baked sweet potatoes out of their skins and put them in a big bowl. The next is you pile all the other ingredients in the bowl. There is no order or special anything that has to happen here. Measure and throw the ingredients in the bowl. Next mash them a bit with a potato masher then hit with an immersion blender or a beater or just mix it well with a whisk or even a fork. Then put the mixture into a large glass baking dish  (or two smaller pans..whatever you have). Bake for about 40 minutes and when an inserted  knife comes out clean, you’re done.  If you like pumpkin pie you will love this custard. It is a pretty good deal as to how simple it is and all with no dairy or wheat. When I was a kid my Aunt made pumpkin pies often and told me to each as much as I wanted because it was real food. She would say “there are eggs in there, that’s not junk eat as much as you want.”

Pile your ingredients in a bowl.


                                                                           Mix them.


                                                                                                                       Eat warm or chilled.
Here is a little info about most of the ingredients. I just sort of grabbed cut and pasted. I am over this computer and I have custard to eat and Champagne to drink. It just turned 2013 here. Happy New Year!
From Wikipedia on free range eggs:

Studies suggest the nutritional content of eggs from hens that forage daily on a grass range is superior to that of eggs produced by conventional means. These studies report higher levels of Omega 3 and Vitamins A and E, and lower levels of total fat, saturated fatcholesterol, and Omega 6.[9][10][11][12]

What’s in an Egg?

Eggs are one of nature’s most nutritious foods. One large egg contains only 70 calories and an incredible amount of nutrition. Include eggs as part of your healthy diet and let the facts speak for themselves!

What the vitamins and minerals do for you?

Nutrient Benefit
Iron Carries oxygen to the cells, helps prevent anemia – the iron in eggs is easily absorbed by the body
Vitamin A Helps maintain healthy skin and eye tissue; assists in night vision
Vitamin D Strengthens bones and teeth; may help protect against certain cancers and auto-immune diseases.
Vitamin E An antioxidant that plays a role in maintaining good health and preventing disease
Vitamin B12 Helps protect against heart disease
Folate Helps produce and maintain new cells; helps prevent a type of anemia, helps protect against serious birth defects if taken prior to pregnancy and during the first 3 months of pregnancy
Protein Essential for building and repairing muscles, organs, skin, hair and other body tissues; needed to produce hormones, enzymes and antibodies; the protein in eggs is easily absorbed by the body
Selenium Works with vitamin E to act as an antioxidant to help prevent the breakdown of body tissues
Lutein and zeaxanthin Maintains good vision; may help reduce the risk of age-related eye diseases, such as cataracts and macular degeneration
Choline Plays a strong role in brain development and function
Sweet potato: This food is low in Sodium, and very low in Saturated Fat and Cholesterol. It is also a good source of Dietary Fiber, Vitamin B6 and Potassium, and a very good source of Vitamin A, Vitamin C and Manganese.

Their high levels of Vitamin A and beta-carotene means sweet potatoes are good for skin.

Their high potassium content means sweet potatoes can alleviate muscle cramps which are often related to potassium deficiency. During times of stress, the body uses more potassium, so eating sweet potatoes can help protect you from the negative health effects of tension.

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  • It equals the sweetness of sugar
  • It has 40% fewer calories than sugar
  • Its metabolism does not require insulin
  • It has a low glycaemic index (GI) of seven
  • Regarding the use of Xylitol – Be careful with oral Xylitol and start the dose very low, as it can cause considerable upset and painful bloating in the stomach and GI tract.  Use binders, antimicrobials, and other essential items if you try it.  (Topical Xylitol has been proven to be effective in preventing skin wound biofilm, especially in diabetic skin conditions.)
Notes on Xylitol: I have not found any studies regarding it as an internal bio film buster. However there is plenty of research to support that it does indeed have a big impact on oral bio films.

“Bio-films of six bacterial species (Streptococcus mutans, Streptococcus sobrinus, Lactobacillus rhamnosus, Actinomyces viscosus, Porphyromonas gingivalis and Fusobacterium nucleatum) were prepared on hydroxyapatite (HA) discs according to the Zürich Biofilm Model. Xylitol was tested at two concentrations, 1% and 3%. At the end of their designated incubation times, some HA discs were destined for confocal laser scanning microscopy (CLSM) and the others were harvested using a sterile surgical instrument. Aliquots of harvested biofilms were diluted and plated onto specific media. After a 48-h anaerobic incubation at 37 degrees C, the colony-forming units (CFUs) were counted.


CLSM images showed that only a small amount of isolated bacteria was observed on the surface of HA discs. Culture of harvested biofilms showed an inhibition in the growth of different species included in the biofilms.


Xylitol has a clear inhibitory effect on the formation of the experimental biofilms. This study shows that xylitol is not only efficient in inhibiting the acid production of cariogenic bacteria, but also in preventing the formation of a multispecies biofilm; it confirms the relevance of the use of this polyol for the prevention of oral diseases caused by dental plaque”

Link to study here:

An excellent and quick video explaining clearly the action of xylitol on bugs of oral bio film:

Ginger powder: is very low in Cholesterol and Sodium. It is also a good source of Dietary Fiber, Vitamin B6, Iron, Magnesium, Potassium and Selenium, and a very good source of Vitamin E (Alpha Tocopherol) and Manganese

Here is a list of medicinal properties ginger has been known to have throughout history.

  • antiemetic/antinausea
  • anticlotting agent
  • antispasmodic
  • antifungal
  • anti inflammatory
  • antiseptic
  • antibacterial
  • antiviral
  • antitussive
  • analgesic
  • circulatory stimulant
  • carminative
  • expectorant
  • hypotensive
  • increases blood flow
  • promotes sweating
  • relaxes peripheral blood vessels

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Cinnamon (cut from Wickpedia):

In a 2000 study published in The Indian Journal of Medical Research, it was shown that of the 69 plant species screened, 16 were effective against HIV-1 and 4 were against both HIV-1 and HIV-2. The most effective extracts against HIV-1 and HIV-2 were respectively Cinnamomum cassia (bark) andCardiospermum helicacabum (shoot + fruit).[30]

The compound eugenol, a major component of the essential oil from the leaves of the cinnamon tree, has antiviral properties in vitro, specifically against both the HSV-1 and HSV-2 (Oral and Genital Herpes) viruses according to a study published in the journal, Phytotherapy Research.[31]

A 2003 study at National Institutes of Health shows benefits of cinnamon in diet of type 2 diabetics. “Cinnamon improves glucose and lipids of people with type 2 diabetes”.[32]

A study conducted in 2007 and published in the Journal of Medicinal Chemistry suggests that specific plant terpenoids contained within cinnamon have potent antiviral properties.[33]

Pharmacological experiments suggest that the cinnamon-derived dietary factor cinnamic aldehyde (cinnamaldehyde) activates the Nrf2-dependent antioxidantresponse in human epithelial colon cells and may therefore represent an experimental chemopreventive dietary factor targeting colorectal carcinogenesis.[34]Recent research documents anti-melanoma activity of cinnamic aldehyde observed in cell culture and a mouse model of human melanoma.[35]

Cinnamon bark, a component of the traditional Japanese medicine Mao-to, has been shown in a 2008 study published in the Journal of General Virology to have an antiviral therapeutic effect.[36]

A 2011 study isolated a substance (CEppt) in the cinnamon plant that inhibits development of Alzheimer’s in mice.[37] CEppt, an extract of cinnamon bark, seems to treat a mouse model of Alzheimer’s disease.[38]

A 2012 study suggested that cinnamon supplementation is able to significantly improve blood glucose control in Chinese patients with type 2 diabetes

And then there is the coconut milk and Wickpedia says:

One of the most prominent components of coconut milk is coconut oil, which the United States Food and Drug Administration,[2] World Health Organization,[3] International College of Nutrition,[4] the United States Department of Health and Human Services,[5] American Dietetic Association,[6] American Heart Association,[7] BritishNational Health Service,[8] and Dietitians of Canada[6] recommend against consuming in significant amounts due to its high levels of saturated fat.

Coconut milk contains a large proportion of lauric acid, a saturated fat that raises blood cholesterol levels by increasing the amount of high-density lipoprotein cholesterol[9] that is also found in significant amounts in breast milk and sebaceous gland secretions.[10] This may create a more favourable blood cholesterol profile, though it is unclear if coconut oil may promote atherosclerosis through other pathways.[9] Because much of the saturated fat of coconut oil is in the form of lauric acid, coconut oil may be a better alternative to partially hydrogenated vegetable oil when solid fats are required.[11] In addition, virgin coconut oil is composed mainly of medium-chain triglycerides,[12] which may not carry the same risks as other saturated fats.[11][13] Early studies on the health effects of coconut oil used partially hydrogenated coconut oil, which creates trans fats, and not virgin coconut oil, which has a different health risk profile.[14]

Coconut milk has a long-standing cultural association with health in the Ayurveda tradition. This natural drink is usually recommended for maintaining electrolyte balance and can also be used in case of dehydration.[citation needed] Some recent studies have suggested that coconut milk has hyperlipidemic balancing qualities, antimicrobial properties in the gastrointestinal tract or by topical application,[15][dead link][unreliable source?][16] and it has been used as a home remedy for healing mouth ulcers.[17][unreliable source?] In a study with rats, two coconut based preparations (a crude warm water extract of coconut milk and a coconut water dispersion) were studied for their protective effects on drug-induced gastric ulceration.[18] Both substances offered protection against ulceration, with coconut milk producing a 54% reduction vs. 39% for coconut water. In addition, the saturated fat in coconut milk is mostly lauric acid, which was found to have positive effects on the cardiovascular system.[19]

While it is important to note that there is conflicting evidence on the claimed health effects of consuming significant amounts of coconut milk, coconut is rich in medium-chain fatty acids (MCFAs), which the body processes differently than other saturated fats. MCFAs promote weight maintenance without raising cholesterol levels. They work best for preventing weight gain if you’re not overweight or maintaining your new weight after a successful diet. [St. Onge, Marie-Pierre PhD and Peter J.H. Jones PhD “Journal of Nutrition” 1999-2002.][20]

Oh and then there is the black strap molasses:Nutrients in

Black strap Molasses
2.00 tsp (13.67 grams)
Nutrient%Daily Value
vitamin B65%
Calories (32)1%

Welcome To Camp Tina’s Eating Establishment


“camp chef”

I have been cooking one pot meals since my kitchen is in boxes and I have little counter space. Things are under construction here and it doesn’t make for pretty photographs. These have been my excuses for not putting food posts up.

Tonight I decided that is a really lame excuse.

First of all because even on a camp stove some pretty delicious food can be made. Secondly and more importantly, most of the food I have been preparing as of late is perfect for a person on the mend.

It’s perfect because I use one pot. There is no fussy prep and no big clean up involved. I make extra so there is plenty for leftovers. This  is ideal for the person that wants to take it to work or freeze half of it or work the left overs into a meal the next day.

The soup I made tonight was all that and to top it off, every single ingredient is good for you.

I am going to tell you the ingredients and a real quick how to but before I do I am going to say this makes a big pot of soup and it might sound like there is too much garlic or ginger but there isn’t and it works. With Morgellons I just want to gently remind you that garlic and ginger can be your best friend (and of course turmeric).


5 sweet potatoes

1 hand of fresh ginger

1 head of garlic

1 bunch of fresh cilantro

1 can of coconut milk

2 tablespoons coconut oil

2 heaping tablespoons of turmeric

sea salt

cracked pepper


Peel and dice the potatoes and throw them in a big pot or Dutch oven.

Crush and peel garlic cloves and throw it in (yes the whole head).

peel and slice the ginger and throw it in.

chop the cilantro and throw it in.

Add your can of coconut milk

Add an additional 2 cans of filtered water.

Cook your pot of soup on medium high for about 20 to 30 minutes.

At this point you can take a potato masher to it if you want a chunkier soup. The Ginger will remain whole however. I hit mine with an immersion blender. Alternatively you can scoop some or all of the chunkier bits into a blender then put it back into he pot. That does make for a bit more clean up though.

At the very end is when I add the cayenne, bit by bit until I get the flavor and just a touch of heat. It really works with the sweet of the potato.

Now I am not trying to get all fancy but honestly you can make this soup very pretty and serve it to guests even.

A swirl of cream, a sprinkle of cinnamon and a few cilantro leaves and your off. Now I must be off as I have to serve my dinner guest!


“Sir, would you like cracked pepper with that?”

“Choose Your Weapon”


   I take about five or six lemons and wash them very well. I then peel the whole lemon leaving the white part intact on the lemon. I put the whole peeled lemons in a plastic bag back in the fridge.  I slice the lemon peels into strips and put them in a glass jar. Over that I pour organic apple cider vinegar. Since there are so many lemon peels in there after a couple of days that vinegar gets really lemony.

I started doing this to make apple cider vinegar more palatable. I know this seems like such a simple little thing but I have to say it is so easy and convenient  to have that jar right in front of the fridge. A couple times a day I have a little egg cup and I pour a shot in there and knock it back.  I would guess there is a fair amount of vitamin c from the peels too. You can start drinking this stuff as soon as you want but the longer it sits on the peels the more lemony it gets and the better it tastes. It is still real tart but you know, the things we have to do to be beautiful (healthy).  As you go along you can have several jars going at once.  I will add more fresh peels as I go or when I feel like it. Every two or three weeks I will pull the old peels out of a jar and press the vinegar out through a strainer than add fresh peels. In the picture above, the jar in the back is tangerine peels and apple cider vinegar.  Really you can do anything in the vinegar. I imagine garlic and lemon would be a yummy and lethal combo. Also with these citrus peel vinegars I use them with olive oil to dress chopped raw veg salads and of course lettuce salads.  It is also good on roast chicken with lots of rosemary. In another post I am going to do a post  about fermenting whole lemons. I have been playing around with some recipes. It is really basic but I imagine  that lactobacillus that gets going in a ferment would be pretty healthful as a prebiotic. Lemons on there own are a gift from god in the morgellons world.  Cheap, good and truly effective.

Now back to those whole peeled lemons in my fridge. In the morning or when ever it sounds good I will cut one in half and squeeze it into a plain glass of water. That simple little drink is very refreshing (anti fungal and detoxing as well).  I find taking my supplements is much more attractive with a glass of nice lemon water.  This next thing I do is awesome. Take the squeezed lemon peels and set them in the bathroom. I also keep a shaker of baking soda in the bath.  I will take a half of lemon and squeeze liquid soap on the flat in and then sprinkle it with baking soda. the lemon soap and baking soda combo gets the plaque off your face ( it saved my skin and helped get the stuff out..keep at it fro results). It is also the best way I know of to start getting rid of that pigmentation so many of us are having problems with. The lemon makes a nice soft sponge to  really get the emulsions going and it is smooth too.

A few more things about the lemon and vinegar before I move on to the meat and potatoes of this post:

I don’t want to tell you all the amazing things about apple cider vin. because a lot of you already know. I also don’t want to spend my time regurgitating information. Though just a reminder to me and everyone lemon and vinegar are effective antifungals. In the beginning of Morgellons when I was very sick, I was trying all kinds of things I had read and heard about that others were doing for Morgellons.  I never slacked off using lemons but I did for a while on the apple cider vinegar. When I got a little more settled and well and into a routine, I brought ACV back into my life. I have to say it keeps me regular and my tummy flat. I did try the apple cider ACV tablets but found them no where nearly as effective as knocking a shot of ACV back. When you have it on the lemon peels in the fridge it is much easier and you will be more inclined to do it everyday and through out the day.  Also I really pack those peels in so the ACV gets real lemony. It goes fast because of all the peels in there so I just keep topping it off with ACV and shake it up well.

OK! The above is  a few simple ingredients  that we can do several things with and are inexpensive, easily obtained grocery store food times. DO NOT underestimate their effectiveness.  They are really effective morgellons weapons. They just need to be taken day in and day out (like any kind of medicine does for a real bad infection..right?).  I was thinking about how there are so many foods that are actually very lethal for infections. There are also foods that fight infection but also help the gut.  We have foods that are excellent fibers sources and foods that are pre and pro biotc in nature.

My idea with this post is that together we build an arsenal.  Yep! Together we can consider all the most medicinal foods that have broad spectrum use (i.e.: antifugnal, bacterial, fiber rich, detoxifying, flora building, blood cleansing on so on…).

Most of us already have a good idea what these excellent foods are but in the craziness of fighting our illness we don’t apply them so often and are mushy brains forget. Sometimes we get these good foods and they go bad or don’t get used. What I am proposing that we, together start listing single ingredients that we and anyone can easily obtain. These ingredients should not be expensive or hard to find so that any of us can get a hold of them no matter our income or place on the planet. As we list these ingredients we can as a group decide which we want to incorporate into recipes and meals.  As the comments of this post develop I am thinking we can put together a week of lethal eating. Complete meals that we can build a shopping list for and then eventually work into a 30 day meal plan. I am even thinking that this could eventually be put into a pdf and printed to keep in the kitchen. So all of you, we first want to start considering the foods that are good but also that we can all get.  Green papayas are so good but not practical. We also have to consider economics. It would be nice if most people could get a hold of these foods and enjoy or at least learn to enjoy. Many people can not afford organic food. So it would be good to choose produce types that are not part of the “dirty dozen”. Foods that are less bad when they are not organic. Those that can afford organic or have reasonable access to it, well of course thats first choice. Anther thing we should keep in mind is “patient friendly food”, you know, easy to prepare.  I really think this could be a valuable contribution to the morgellons community. I think it would be best to start by listing foods, ingredients etc that fit the above criteria. For example, garlic. Garlic is an over all winner. So in the comments here lets get listing our weapons of choice as we set out to build meals and then a meal plan. In following posts I will gather all our single ingredients and list them. I will then in another post put that list up and from there we will develop simple recipes. Next we can work that into a weekly meal plan and based on that make a shopping list.  I feel like this can evolve into something incredibly helpful for us and many others. It might take  a little while but we have to start some where. I will work all our ideas into several posts and I think that we as a group will end up with something great. We can all sign our names on it and give it to the morgellons communtity as christmas e card maybe? What do you think?

the healing kingdom and the queen of fruits

while searching for my health i can honestly say i found most of it  in the kingdom of the plants.  the mango is commonly referred to as the queen of fruits. in my opinion the papaya might be the king. you know how i talk about how plants are so much more intelligent than medicine. please scratch that statement.  plants are medicine. period.

we all know we need to eat good clean whole foods. we know we need lot’s of fresh produce. when you start finding out out exactly why and what these plants do for us it makes them taste better.

this is why i do that “dinner and a movie” thing.  it is when i choose one whole food and eat that as my meal. before i eat it i do a quick search to learn about that particular plants healing abilities and nutritional properties.  you may have read my bad mama yama post

( so that’s the idea. the whole single food is the dinner and the knowledge is the movie.

there is a reason the mango is called the queen of fruits.  i am going to skip any links or giving you the nutritional profile of the mango. a quick search on your own will reveal to anyone that the mango is another power house and strong medicinal food.

i am not going to get into why enzymes are so incredibly beneficial to recovering your health from any disease.  here i am going to ask you to either trust me or just google it.   after the the smallest effort to learn  what is so magnificent about the mango i believe you will be wanting to eat these beauties.  when someone asks me how i recovered from lyme and morgellons  “enzymes” is one of my answers. there are so many answers in the plant kingdom.  think about eating a mango today. some papaya tomorrow and some pineapple the next day.  it’s not just a massive amount of get all the combined attributes when you eat the whole food. the viamins , the fiber, the minerals, antioxidants.

phytonutrients or phytochemicals are  what give different plants their taste, appearance and scent. they also are the compounds that have miracle abilities.

when you eat amazing plants you are eating miracles that are interwoven into a zillion other  little miracles.  intricate and highly intelligent things will be occurring in your body that you will not know about until one day you wake up and you did not get that disease that you never knew was coming.

i like to eat a mango right over the sink.  i peel it then eat bites right off of it and let the juice drop  into the sink.

in mexico i love how they put mangos on a stick. i did a little video of the mango man in san felipe. i love this guy and oh how i love mangos.

how to build an edible morgellons bomb

when you are sick and you set out to change your diet you have some big hurdles in front of you. mostly because due to your poor health you are very compromised and changing anything is difficult especially something as big as your diet. today i want to offer some tips to hopefully assist you in making better dietary choices.

we know that eating clean food (organic and non gmo) is a must.  many of us go to the store and we buy these clean whole foods.  what next. in this post i want to give some tips on how to build meals. not just one meal or recipe suggestion but rather how to take what you have and turn that into a variety of dishes that have a different textures and flavors.

i have seen people trying to effectively change their diets. they get all this stuff but maybe they get a little over whelmed or they just are not too sure what to do but mostly it hasn’t become a part of their daily routine or familiar yet and those beautiful veggies often end up wilting in the veggie drawer. then they sort of slip back to those old familiar ways and the dietary changes don’t happen.

let’s start with beets. we know they are excellent for us. we especially want these extra healing roots to be organic because they grow in under the dirt and tend to really suck up the pesticides that are used on them.  so you get your beets home and they look like this:



first thing you want to do is break the tops off.  the beet root last’s much longer when you pull the green off.  don’t throw them away..they make excellent greens in a salad. you can boil the beet root and enjoy it warm or chilled. lately i have been loving eating them raw. wash and peel the uncooked beet then shred it.  sometimes raw shredded beet root will be the bulk of my meal.  i usually put some extra shredded beet aside in the fridge to add to another meal later on.  try tossing shredded raw beet with fresh cilantro. it’s beautiful:


it is helpful to look at a meal like you are making a piece of art.  flavors should have contrast and they will the compliment one and another.  take cold salty black olives and combine them with raw unsalted almonds.   i drizzled  some herb spiked olive oil on them. it’s a nice little savory crunchy snack that is excellent for you:


when you start combining foods you can build meals that last you through days.  for instance last night with my dinner i had a  beet and cilantro  salad on the side and for

lunch today i made a little tapas like platter and used some of the grated beet  (crunchy and sweet) i had from last night combined that into a platter of other veggies.  i had some warm garlicky peppernatta  from last nights dinner (i will give you the recipe later.)  a bit of hummus. smooth and rich. cold baby carrots .crunchy and bright orange and lightly sweet. a handful of green olives.  salty and sour.  some plain  yogurt with fresh cilantro, cracked black pepper and sea salt.   you see how these flavors, colors and textures start adding depth and variety. the  protein  in the hummus and yoghurt adds some richness to the lunch. the peppernata  was warm and added another layer into this meal:




last night i spiked some extra virgin olive oil with garlic, fresh rosemary, fresh basil, chili flakes, sea salt, and cracked pepper. i heated some san franscico sour dough bread that i heated and dipped into the beautiful oil. today for  lunch i used the spiked oil to dress my veggies. the oil is till in there and i use it to cook with. the little  chunks of garlic in it made sour dough bread a feast.  i am going to have that again as a snack after i write this. it blows potato chips out of the water:


as you  start building meals with different colors, textures and flavors a good thing to think about is  to use  meat or animal protein as a compliment rather than the meal itself.  for instance with the platter i had for lunch, a bit of tangy creamy goat cheese would have been nice. when you bring your animal protein consumption way down you can actually afford to only eat organic good clean meat.  i still eat bacon lettuce and tomato sandwiches but not so often and the bacon i use is organic and has no nitrates. it is naturally cured.  i use veganase because it is  non gmo.  when i make the sandwich  i only use 3 slices of bacon and pile the organic tomatoes and lettuce up high. i never feel guilty when i eat a blt and you should not either. you just can’t make it all about the bacon. the mayo should not have genetically modified canolla oil in it and the bread should be whole grain and ezekiel makes a decent loaf using sprouted grains (flour less but not wheat free..something to keep in mind if you are trying to be wheat free).  eating  healthy and well does not have to be a big pile of cold plain vegetables, but you do need to get these lifesaving, healing and detoxifying plants into your diet.  if you think of ways to make them more appetizing you will be more successful when it comes to the battle of will power that we all face no matter how long or how well we eat.  keep good food available at all times and it will make it much easier to succeed. if you make the food delicious and interesting your whole family will want to eat it and you won’t have to be tempted by their junk and honestly don’t you want your family to eat well. teach your children what real food is.

real quick i want to tell you the mexican tomato story.  my sister and her kids and i used to go to baja mexico on camping trips. my little niece who was 16 at the time was quite a budding chef. i gave her a few bucks and sent her to the store. she came back so excited. she couldn’t stop talking about the mexican tomatoes. my sister and i looked at each other  and laughed “mexican tomatoes..what are you talking about”. my niece showed us the tomatoes and said “look they’re bright red here”.   i felt a little bad when i told her that  this what ripe tomatoes really look like.  something to think about.

rocket, asparagus and grilled chicken salad with garlic and some more garlic

when i wake up and i have feel that feeling like my muscles could be getting a little stiff i think about two things. what did i eat over the last couple of days and more importantly what will i eat today to counter that. to heal from morgellons and lyme i originaly completely cut out refined sugar, wheat, and dairy  (except for kefir and yogurt). now that i am feeling good i eat a bit of dairy although i really should not at all.

this morning i felt like that..a little stiff and i know why too.   i went a little crazy with dairy. i know better. dairy and i just don’t get along. i love it; it does not love me. i splashed out a couple of days ago on some organic beautiful full fat whipping cream and also  some  tangy goat cheese. i can usually handle the goat cheese (something you non dairy but still lovers of might check into); but with the cream i put on my yam custard and the cream in my coffee plus that coconut ice cream i wolfed down added to the copious amount of goat cheese on my baked chicken and zucchini last night…well duh.  it makes me feel all sluggish. oh ya and i also had wine with my dinner…ahaha (yesterday was my birthday).

so today i made sure to skip all dairy and get a bunch of garlic into me.

you can use any greens for this salad and any veg you want.

i steamed asparagus then chilled. i then heated olive oil with several gloves of garlic in a pan.  i sliced and grilled a small chicken breast. on a plate i put 2 big handfuls of rocket  (you might know it as arugala which is not as cute as “rocket” and much harder to spell).  i squeezed a half of lemon onto it and then drizzled olive oil. added crushed garlic, sea salt and a cracked pepper. tossed that right on the plate a bit. laid the asparagus down then arranged chicken on top and some tomato slices around it.  for a quick simple salad it’s pretty and kind of elegant really.

the warm chicken add’s some “umf” to a very healthy meal. in lyme and morgellons you need to have a lot of detoxifying healing plants in your diet but you need protein and comfort too. you suffer a lot and food becomes really important. i know the raw diet is helping a lot of people overcome all kinds of scourges but i feel i need the protein that small amounts of good clean meat provide. humans can get all the protein they need from plants. that’s a fact but still i can not help but wonder what is is in meat that has seemed to help me heal. i don’t eat a lot and i only eat clean organic meat. if it’s beef it has to be grass fed. that is something i will have to look into. i am wondering about amino acids and morgellons specifically. when i was very sick i felt like i almost had to eat red meat. none of tis is advice i am just thinking out loud.

so here is something funny.  the salad was so pretty i could not bare put another photo from my no flash cell phone camera  up.  so i went out on the fire escape and took this photo for youImage

genetically modified organisms scare the crap out of me

who do you want designing your food:

A) the natural forces and laws of the  universe and mother nature hand in hand with god that brought everything that was and is to the here and now. that includes giant whales, tiny pollywogs, you and me. quite a feat.


B) some  guy in a lab coat  that scratches his ass while he looks down a microscope

for a free  non gmo shopping guide click the link below. we all are in this together.  let’s cast votes everyday by voting with our dollars!  keep a copy of the following guide in your car or handbag.  imagine that the health of you and your children rely on you and your choices.  look at yourself and just within your own family. how many of you are sick already? time to push back we do not want goat genes in our tomatoes. we do not want pesticides in our babies.

For The Love of Dogs And Morgellons

I have no idea what Morgellons is or how I got it.  I just want to put something out there for the people who have pets. The following is absolutely the truth. In 2007 I started getting sick. Really sick. I started isolating because of..well you know, Morgellons disease. My friends turned their backs on me and I have very little family so I thought I would become a dog fosterer. The first dog I fostered turned out to be the last and only dog I fostered. He is sitting on my foot right now.
He was a healthy gorgeous pain in my ass. They told me he was 2 years old. It turns out he was an 85 pound puppy. The first thing he did was poop in my bedroom and pee in the kitchen. When I told him to sit he ran the other way but he was healthy and beautiful. I was not.

I gave Morgellons to my dog. I made my dog sick or it was the house, I don’t know. The point is the dog was living very healthy in a shelter for four months before I met him. After hanging out with me in my house he got the itchies. Later he became sicker. It was heartbreaking. As I started figuring out how to get myself better I was able to get Bunny better. I used silver, herbs, and plant oils on his inside and outside. I power hosed his lesions on his rump and tail. I set the hose to that setting when a bunch of little streams come out fast. His itching was so bad at times he would throw himself against the wall and flop down whimpering and crying. In those times I bathed him in epsom salt and then took him out and hosed his itchy hot spots. He loved it and I did notice stuff lifting out of his lesions. He got better fast because he is a strong healthy happy young dog. It took me much longer. Still though it was in one of his ears really bad and just last month I had him at the vet to have a deep ear flush. It has finally cleared.  After his ear flushing it finally resolved his one weeping eye that he has had since he got morgellons.
when I was “sick as a dog” it was my dog that sat by my side and in the end when I thought I had lost it all I found I still had a lot when  I still had  my dog. Maybe some people might have to get rid of their pets but that is so sad to abandon them. I  want to say that I had Morgellons before I got my dog and did in fact give it to him. Even if I gave it to him then him back to me and so forth, for what he gave me in comfort and loyalty it was worth it. My life was a living nightmare and I might not be here if it weren’t for the loving company of my best friend. Living that isolated and sick for almost 4 years would have killed me.
To keep him protected now I give him diatomaceous earth mixed into plain kefir. I also add MSM and chorella to his food. His diet is 80 percent raw protein 20 percent raw plant. He is very healthy again. Me too. Thank you for reading.

I just posted the above comment on Mr Common senses site. I don’t agree with all these people blaming the animals and ditching them when the going gets tough.  Apparently dogs, cats, horses and birds are in this with us. That sucks. When my dog got sick I prayed thanks to God that I did not have children. My heart goes out to those that have had to watch their children get sick. I can not imagine that.  That is the one really bad aspect of morgellons, probably the only one I did not experience.

Oh our dogs! We love our dogs (and all the creatures). I have no experience getting cats, birds or horse’s out of this but I did walk the dog straight out of Morgellons hell.  He also walked by my side and held my paw better than any human. When he got sick I understood why they say “sick as a dog”.

Poor bunny. The first thing I did was start him on very strong colloidal silver. There is a certain brand and I will not mention names but it is 3900 ppm.  I put 8 drops 2x per day on his food (he weighs over 100 pounds). I took him off his Eucanueba lamb and rice kibble and switched him to one tin of chicken, brown rice, raw carrots and apples.  I fed that twice a day.  His snacks were only  papaya,  pineapple, carrots, and apples.  As he got used to and loving eating fruit and veg I started putting fresh cilantro on his food and various other veggies.  The stuff really started running out of him.  Even fibers came out of one of his eyes. I now feed him the biologically raw food diet  (barf diet).  80 percent protein and 20 plant stuff.   I add a huge  variety of veg to his food. He loves it too.  A typical meal is: (my dog weighs 102 pounds)

5 or 6 organic chicken wings

A couple of baby carrots

Or a half of an apple

Fresh cilantro or other green

A bit of cooked pumpkin or cooked sweet potato

I almost always sprinkle ground flax-seed on it. I always put olive oil on it. I sometimes put coconut oil on it. I almost always put MSM and or chorella on it. As a treat I make home-made dog cookies (a recipe below).  For a treat aside from his home cookies I will stir a little diatomaceous earth into plain kefir. Also at horse supply places they sell those giant tubs of probiotics for a good price. I use Mercolas pet enzymes and sprinkle those on his food.

Anyway there are a lot of ways to get your dog eating better. If you have a dog do the research. It is frightening what goes into dog food. If your dog seems not too keen on the raw food there are lot’s of ways to start them off and peak their interest. Lightly cooked egg blended in gets dog more interested in the veg. Most people put the fruit and veg through a food processor.  The meat has to be small meaty bones. Not the big supporting bones.  I freeze all Bunnys meat prior to serving  (wipes out parasites).  For the chicken I clean in apple cider vinegar most of the time. If you are really scared of salmonella, do that. Or to soften the bones to get them started soak the chicken in apple cider vinegar.  I have heard some raw bone nightmares.  (Update: I now feed him nothing bigger than wings are back bones) Raw chicken bones are fine for dogs, ask any fox or coyote and they will tell you…”we are fine with raw bones”. Do not feed your dog cooked chicken bones.  Some people say “my dog will not eat fruit and vegetables”. I say well then your dog is just not hungry enough… yet. Same for people (or sick enough).  Dr Becker a veterinarian that I found on Dr Mercolas site  makes a good point. Canines should not be eating grains. She has an excellent video on how to feed your pet. After watching her videos and doing research (including animal testing on my own dog) I am sold on the biologically appropriate raw food diet. Lately I feed Bunny canned sardines too.

Here is a little doggy cookie recipe:  (Yes I know it’s not raw. I am not a total fanatic. But raw is good)

2 cups lentil flour

3 eggs

Half cup ground flax-seed

Half cup shredded unsweetened coconut

Quarter cup coconut oil

If it’s too doughy drizzle water on it until you can easily lay the mixture out on a greased baking sheet.  Bake for 20 or so minutes. Cut them to desired size after it cools.

Since it is hot lately I have ten freezing these cookies and give them to bunny that way. They are cool and also it slows the hog down.

I also add MSM and chorella. If you want to do this you will have to factor in the weight of your dog to size you cut the treats to the amount of treats you give them.   When I have the occasional treat of organic bacon I always save the fat and use this to baste my dogs cookies.  It’s just enough to peak his interest without making him too fat.  I use the above recipe as a base and add different things for variety. When you get your dog on the veggies you will start to see they definitely have preferences.  Bunny likes cabbage better than lettuce. He likes carrots better than apples  but he eats it all. He loves broccoli, papaya, green or ripe. Enzymes are good for dogs too! I make sure Bunny gets plenty of them.

A couple of thoughts:

dogs are not supposed to have avocados, onions, chocolate or garlic. I was surprised to read that they should not have garlic. Early on in morgellons I ate as much raw garlic as I could and fed it to bunny too. I skip it for him now just in case. I however  eat raw garlic in everything. I believe it is more effective raw than cooked. I really want to do more research on raw garlic and dogs because I felt it helped him so much. I can not seem to find a straight answer. Does anyone out  there know anything on this subject. I hate it when I can’t get a straight answer about something ( making me the worst candidate to have Morgellons…).

Update..I give my dog garlic now.

I almost forgot, I just wanted to say I wash my dog a lot. After walks I clean his paws with vinegar. When he was sick I washed him in most of the same things I washed myself with. I even rubbed oils into his fur. I put coconut oil on him and he laid in the sun. We also both take diatomaceous earth. I also put it on his back.

Now I am sorry I have to do this to you. Please meet Bunny the Princess King AKA Dr  Eatmore.Image



killer enzyme green papaya salad and coconut chicken for dinner

today i had to get some lab work done and i have had lot’s to do around my little apartment in the last couple of day’s it has taken a little toll on me reminding me that i still do have some issues. i get tired. on my way home i was starving and tired. i thought  about this blog and why i really started it. that is to explore healthy eating options and tips for someone on the mend.  especially for those with morgellons and lyme.

i thought about the green papaya i have in the fridge. i wanted to use it for a salad and also write about it.  a green papaya is not so easy to find and you have to peel and grate it. i wondered if that is really appropriate  for a sick person and to this blog.  after some thought decided yes. i still believe you have to go out of your way to find and prepare clean, non genetically modified whole foods. no easy task for a sick person but not impossible. it is my honest belief that my diet has been the main saver of my health. i also believe that if anyone expects to recover from lyme or morgellons you will have to make changes to your diet and the faster and better you make those changes  the faster you will feel better. so i came home i washed and peeled the papaya and made dinner.

i eat lots of papaya  because the enzymes really help me. enzymes and their effect on your health is subject you may want to look into.  i also supplement digestive enzymes. this green papaya  salad i made last week and made again tonight is really a potent medicine food. last week i noticed i was getting up in the night and drinking the juice from the left over salad and dressing in the fridge. i thought about why i was craving it. well first of all this is a high enzyme food. the highest i believe.  the dressing ingredients are pretty big players in the healing food arena. so tonight when i made the salad i made extra dressing. there is a lot of salad so i will eat that over the next two or three days and also have plenty of the “sauce” to drink in the middle of the night or all day  long if i want.  this might sound a little crazy but i should tell you i have a gift and i call it “good dog sense” (you know the dog’s stomach hurts and then is compelled to eat grass). i get intense food craving’s and i am so lucky that they are foods that are good for me. i think it because my aunt taught me so much about good food.  i sometimes feel that old sicilian lady saved my life from her grave. had i not gotten so busy and stressed and started eating out and all that fancy crappy food i probably never would have got into this mess.  sorry a little ramble there. for the dressing i used the following.

juice of two lemons

3/4 cup olive oil

about a quarter cup apple cider vinegar

the juice of two oranges

about 2 tablespoons  braggs amino

2 tablesppons raw honey

a whole head of garlic

4 or 5 chopped skinny hot hot chills  (use to your taste)

whole bunch of chopped fresh cilantro

grated fresh ginger.i used a pretty good chunk about he size of the palm of my hand

all the juices in this dressing can be changed. you really want the lemon juice though. you can use tangerine or apple juice. you can use less of one and more of another.  use what you have or can easily get.  if you don’t  have brags amino or don’t want to get it use soy sauce. i like brags because it is non gmo and i also provides amino acids. just a reminder most all soy sauce comes from genetically modified soy beans. in fact apply that to all soy products.  sorry i am funny that way, if it’s genetically modified i don’t want to eat it and i don’t want it eating me. as far as the fresh ginger goes i feel it is indispensable to the yummy sauce and my health.  ginger is crazy good for you. honestly had i not made such amazing progress with my diet i wouldn’t be writing about it.  if you have lyme or morgellons get fresh ginger into your diet. garlic too!

so dump all that sauce on the grated fresh green papaya. muddle that around and put in the fridge. since i am feeling low energy and really hungry i fried three organic chicken tenders (the tender strip of the breast often sold separately). i fried those in coconut oil, garlic and added some sugar free dried coconut and sea salt. super fast and super good.  i also sliced a whole avocado. the salad is a little work. but i will have that in the fridge to eat over the next three days.  you can put the salad on sandwiches or add into other salads and dishes. the important thing is to get those little enzyme guys  pumping through you as much as you can. speaking of little guys, for dessert i decided to send the microbes in to fight the microbes in my body. i took plain organic yogurt and added a few drops of real vanilla and put that over fresh cubed oranges. i love this for dessert. it will also fend off candida and restore your your natural flora. i am very big into immune support.  i take pro biotics and get a little kefir or yogurt into my daily diet.  the pro biotics i try and get a variety of strains going . i also like primal defense. these are soil based bacteria strains. that’s a whole subject there but something you might want to look into. btw the best place to find a green papaya is going to be at an asian or indian market.  i find myself shopping more and more at these markets as they just have better food and herbs that are more healing to me.  also their prices can not be beatImage

morgellons, lyme, sunshine and vitamin d 3…what you should know

i haven’t been cooking much because it has been getting pretty warm here in los angeles. i have been snacking a lot. some raw veggies and hummus here and then some fruit there. a bit of cold organic sliced chicken lots of clean distilled water. light salads and fresh herbs.  also i have been doing a lot in the way baths and making oils and such for my skin. my approach to getting rid of morgellons has been to sort of put it in a “pickle”.  you know how they do in baseball. the idea is to push from the inside and pull from the outside. eating foods and supplements that seem to really piss it off. then also taking different kinds of baths to really sweat it out.

i have felt really healthy lately. like something changed. i have done it all. i am treating for the lyme i am on all the right supplements. i support my immune system. the whole time i have felt myself getting better but there was something missing. i could just feel it.  still tired and i could feel the answer almost begging to be known.  it was almost like i just needed one tiny adjustment. i kept thinking about the sun. dreaming about mexico and hawaii. remembering how i loved to bask in the sun.

there is something about my healing journey that i have leaned to do. listen to myself. listen to my body.

a lot of lyme patients are vitamin d deficient. i supplement with vitamin d 3. but with all this dreaming of sunshine and feeling i was so close to really getting better i decided to look closer into the whole vitamin d thing. i was taking 1000 units but after some research i have decided for me that it is just not enough.

mercola has a video up about sunshine and where and when you can get enough of the right rays to actually let your skin produce the needed amount of vitamin d. i was really surprised that you need to make an effort. i will link the video so you can see what i am talking about. he also said if you are in an area where you are not able to get this kind of sun or you have to work during the day then you have to supplement. the next best after real sun is apparently a sun tan booth. next after that it would be supplementing with d 3. i was surprised when he said the 1000 recommeneded units is not nearly enough. he was talking more about in the 8000 unit area. wow!

i am in los angeles at the moment but i don’t get a lot of sun.  so i decided to go to a high pressure sun tan booth.  i feel wonderful too.

what i do is about once a week i first load up on my supplements. especially the anti msm, oregano oil, pau darco.  garlic and others. then i walk the three miles to the sun tan salon. i don’t know why i have not done this before. why did i not pay closer attention to all that mexico dreaming? my body was craving sunshine. i  am sleeping better and my mood is much better. there has been a huge change in me..a real swing closer to feeling myself agin. i almost wonder if this is that last little adjustment is the onei needed to make. of course i will keep up with my diet and herbs and all that. but sunshine and excersise has made me feel wonderful.

my skin looks and feels wonderful. i have a nice glowing suntan and i feel healthier inside in my mind and

my heart.

so in this video mercola introduces us to a website to see if you can get enough vitamin d on any given day in your area. you might be surprised after watching this. i was!

….so love and sunshine to all of you out there that are battling your way through any chronic illness. my heart especially close to the morgellons condition however. it is one of the saddest most painful things a person has to endure. if you are suffering out there and alone and afraid and you feel you may never recover please take heart and know that you can get better. i am always available for correspondence. i truly understand the pain and isolation this monster of a disease can bring.